HEMOZAS Y MEMOROS est le premier album de Skyërn Aklea, autoproduit par Skyërn Aklea et co-produit par son ami Tony Spadaro, entre 2011 et 2013. Il fait suite à l'EP NO MORE VALUE sorti le 8 Novembre 2011. Certaines musiques ont été réenregistrées et / ou remixées pour l'album.

La pochette a été designée par Skyërn Aklea, le dos de la pochette est quant à lui une collaboration entre Skyërn Aklea, Damien Lesgourgues (pour la photographie) et Mathieu Spadaro

L'album conte l'histoire fictive d'un jeune Français qui se prend pour un Américain un peu redneck sur les bords. On découvre sa vie de sa naissance jusqu'à son suicide tout au long de l'évolution des morceaux.
On apprend qu'il est le meurtrier du père de sa petite amie, qu'il a tout perdu dans sa vie (sa petite amie, son véhicule, sa foi, ses potes..), qu'il estime ne plus avoir besoin de personne et fini par mettre fin à ses jours. S'en suit alors l'étape de sa rédemption :
Doit-on le pardonner pour ses crimes ou au contraire ne plus parler de lui ?

L'album comporte trois featurings, les deux premiers sont sur le titre WHEN I DIE, Tony Spadaro au troisième couplet (chant) et Marc Jarousseau (aka Kemar) au solo de guitare, ainsi que sur UN PAS DE PLUS (Bonus track) avec Hazerka sur les refrains.

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Clique sur les titres pour afficher les paroles.

#01 DIGITAL
Ce morceau est instrumental.
Aucune parole n'est disponible.

#02 HERE AND ALONE
Yeah, I'm a poor lonesome Redneck
Neo-cowboy
Driving to hell, drinking all day
And if you're against me well,
You can lick my rebel bunghole
Lick my rebel bunghole...

I'm sitting in the empty place
And now I'm here alone
I'm cryin' for you, babe,
And now I'm just speaking for long.
Alone inside my bed
I'm just begging the Lord
To get me outside the law.

I want a rebel flag tattooed on my arm
'Cause everybody has to be a redneck
With a gunface and bottle of pain
Rough lang
No feeling for no one
I'm just going through hell
Well grab a booze and get rednecked
Grab a booze and get rednecked
Grab a booze and get rednecked

I'm sitting in the empty place
And now I'm here alone
I'm cryin' for you, babe,
And now I'm just speaking for long.
Alone inside my bed
I'm just begging the Lord
To get me outside the law.

I've been looking to God in the face and said
« Just sit down, now listen to me,
I've lost my buddies, my girlfriend,
My truck and everything I had.
Can you see me ? I'm here, just me and I
You know, I am here and alone.
Just here and alone. »

I'm sitting in the empty place
And now I'm here alone
I'm cryin' for you, babe,
And now I'm just speaking for long.
Alone inside my bed
I'm just begging the Lord
To get me outside the law.

Well, mama says it's time to go and pray for my salvation
But I ain't ready for anything she wants
And I don't wanna be her slave
AND I DON'T WANNA BE HER SLAVE
YOU DON'T WANNA BE MY SLAVE ?!
AND I DON'T WANNA BE HER SLAVE
YOU DON'T WANNA BE MY SLAVE ?!

I'm sitting in the empty place
And now I'm here alone
I'm cryin' for you, babe,
And now I'm just speaking for long.
Alone inside my bed
I'm just begging the Lord
To get me outside the law.

#03 GO AHEAD
I don't believe in anything you live for.
I don't trust you, I don't feel you !
I don't believe in anything you rise for.
I don't trust you, I don't feel you !

You left me incomplete with nothing to look ahead.
You left me, it's disturbing, I don't understand.

You live in my soul, you can live in my heart.
This is your destiny.
You can live in my soul and live in my heart.
That's where you have to be.

Still don't believe in anything you live for.
I don't trust you, i don't like you !
Still don't believe in anything you rise for.
I don't trust you, i don't like you !

You left me incomplete with nothing to look ahead.
You left me, it's disturbing, I don't understand.

You live in my soul, you can live in my heart.
This is your destiny.
You can live in my soul and live in my heart.
That's where you have to be.

#04 SWEET COUNTRY
Oh Sweet Country, all my memories
Oh Sweety Sweety found in my countries
Oh sweety countries you're my heart disease
Oh Sweet Country, the only one for me

You're stuck in my heart, 'cause I prayed so much for you to come
And when all hope is gone this sweet light appeared.
What I see in you is my last chance to be, to be born again carefuly..
Hey girl ! You're my dream, you're my heart and you're my life.
The sunshine in your eyes is making me stronger and it makes me warm.
I like your heat, I like you chick, I love the way you are.

Oh Sweet Country, all my memories
Oh Sweety Sweety found in my countries
Oh sweety countries you're my heart disease
Oh Sweet Country, the only one for me

Please marry me, take that ring and cuddle me 'cause I've been waiting for you
And for you I'll take my stand to live and fight for glory. Freedom is our destiny..
Hellyeah it's kinda freak..
Away from my home town that's where I live and die.
I stay awake and see what life brings to me.
Away from my home land I lived and died,
I stayed alone.. Not exactly ?!

Oh Sweet Country, all my memories
Oh Sweety Sweety found in my countries
Oh sweety countries you're my heart disease
Oh Sweet Country, the only one for me

Oh Sweet Country, all my memories
Oh Sweety Sweety found in my countries
Oh sweety countries you're my heart disease
Oh Sweet Country, the only one for me

#05 I HEAR A VOICE
I hear a voice inside my head, feel insane
I hear a voice and I'm bleeding through my veins
I've got no more choice to be far from you
But I can stay here and now.

And I don't give a damn how to explain
It really seems to mean I'm on the run
Don't even know what I'm doing right now
I just grew up with memories

It's quite a good thing to don't know what to be
I'm an outlaw guy with my ol' guitar
Playing this street rock country on my strings
But I can stay here and now.

And I don't give a damn how to explain
It really seems to mean I'm on the run
Don't even know what I'm doing right now
I just grew up with memories

And I don't give a damn how to explain
It really seems to mean I'm on the run
Don't even know what I'm doing right now
I just grew up with memories

#06 THE ANCESTRAL SONG
I'm alone, So alone,
On a road placed nowhere.
It's cold, So cold,
On the road called "nowhere".

Then even if it seems a sadly way,
Try to get the way.
And even if it seems a lonely way,
Try to get away.

Be the leader, Do it faster.
Stay the leader, Get it after.

Then even if it seems a sadly way,
Try to get the way.
And even if it seems a lonely way,
Try to get away.

'Cause the devil dries the rain,
Yeah, the devil drives on the way.
'Cause the road feels blue,
Yeah, the road falls in blues.

'Cause the devil dries the rain,
Yeah, the devil drives on the way.
'Cause the road feels blue,
Yeah, the road falls in blues.

Oh, Mom', I try to find my way,
I need to go away.
Please, Mom', Stay so far away.
Stay away from me. Go away.

Then even if it seems a sadly way,
Try to get the way.
And even if it seems a lonely way,
Try to get away.

#07 REDNECK GUY
I've been on the road for too long
Not enough, yet. It's been so long.

I got you in my head,
Don't wanna feel the hate.
By the way you 'fraid,
Should reduce 'em to silence.

I play with my knife all time
Bashed in the face, you were beat up
And you're going crazy
You better den.
I'm 21, I wanna have fun
I obey my own laws, you know ?
I ain't gonna pick my life up.
13 stars into my eyes
I see the red melting with blue.

Say your prayers now
I'm gonna pull the trigger
I've been ..

.. Brought up by my own belief
Hanging out in bars with pals
And draggin' on in a blood barf river
I just don't give a damn (what you think)

I'm 21, I can see my past,
Babe, I wasn't last.
I'm on my way, I did my time
I'm so tired, I look away
My truck is here, engine started
I'm on my way, I did my time
I can't go back, is it a trap ?
Now, it pisses me off.

Say your prayers now
I'm gonna pull the trigger
I've been ..

.. Brought up by my own belief
Hanging out in bars with pals
And draggin' on in a blood barf river
I just don't give a damn (what you think)

Hey now, I said "Say your prayers, mayne"
Hey now, you gon' hit the ground you stained

#08 ALL EXCEPT FAITH
I'm still drunk, I don't exactly
Remember what happened
I did not expect my faith
Gets the hell away
I know it's hard to stay
I got to be so strong for you
That's why I've made the choice
To hear myself above your voice
Can you hear my voice above all ?!

I have lost my faith
What can I say about it ?
What can you say about me ?!
I don't know what to do..
No I don't know what to do...
Lord, can you see me ?
No I don't know what to do...
Lord, may you help please ?!

Hectic, heretic, god damn it
Today I'm a roughneck
Living his life for drugs
Spend many time in jail
A man without personality
Which gone to the church everyweek
Then every month to every year
When every day feels like a pain
(When every day feels like a pain)
When every day feels like a pain...
And the pain goes on and on..

I have lost my faith
What can I say about it ?
What can you say about me ?!
I don't know what to do..
No I don't know what to do...
Lord, can you see me ?
No I don't know what to do...
Lord, may you help please ?!

#09 STATE HOMICIDE
I was born in the middle of the street
I commit homicide
And all I got is a shitty life.
Son, I've a story to tell you.

Well I need a brand new car
I spend my life to kill
When I commit a homicide
I take a lot of pleasure

Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.
Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.

I have a brand new girl
She's gonna kill me for money
'Cause I am her father's murderer
She can not accept that

She said : « Kill 'em or I kill you ! »
Ok, honey, gimme a gun.
I will shot 'em all.

Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.
Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.

I felt so useless, I didn't wanna see you like this
I was unable to do something to help you
Unable to hate you, to heal you, to feel you

Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.
Because I don't wanna see you again
You never meant to hurt me
This is what you said
But baby, it's too late now.

#10 JEALOUS, SEE ?
One day you wake up with the will of destruction
That feeling inside you means you need a reunion
One more day and you guess you're about to explode
I feel left behind, you're ensnaring me.

It's not anger but it's a kind of danger.
It's like "maybe not, we'll see later"
But in fact "You rather be in hell"
(BURN HIM !) I am jealous, see ?!

Mayne, here's a question for you :
What would you do if you were here right now ?
I cock my gun and put it to your face.
One more lie and I guess you will explode...
You know everything about her
She can't live a normal life, please let her go
You're losing control, losing your mind
Well you can kiss my ass, no one cares.

It's not anger but it's a kind of danger.
It's like "maybe not, we'll see later"
But in fact "You rather be in hell"
(BURN HIM !) I am jealous, see ?!

#11 DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE
If everything goes wrong
Don't worry I don't need you
I don't care, I don't need you
Whatever you are
No matter who you are
I really don't need you
I don't need, don't need you

If everything goes well
It is the same thing
I do not give a damn
I really don't need you
No !

See you my friends,
Farewell to my buddies
Take care of you
I'll never forget you

Good to see you again, man
I've been away for so long
I wonder if you remember me ?
NOW YOU DON'T NEED ME !
Anymore..

#12 CHECK THAT CHICK
Girl you can make me suffer
I'm still here for you
You can make me suffer
But you can't throw me away

We only have one soulmate
This strength is like your fate
So please don't fade away
Just take a breath and pray
I trip a lot to try to forget things you made
So please don't fade away...

Girl you can make me suffer
I'm still here for you
You can make me suffer
But you can't throw me away

Check that chick
She's so hot and pretty cool
Take a look on her butt
And her cowgirl boots
Check that chick
But you already have a boo !
You'll never get that girl even if you really want her lips !

Girl you can make me suffer
I'm still here for you
You can make me suffer
But you can't throw me away

#13 WHEN I DIE
Desire to fire it up
Trying to get out
It's real and I'm fed up.
I've got no more time
I'm freezing the fellas
Following betrayers

A counter of bottles
Disclaim all bottoms,

I miss you all the time
And feel you are alive
Now take a look on me
And ask you what I am
So tell me what you see
And hold me if I am

A counter of bottles
Disclaim all bottoms,

Snake around my arm
Is starin'me in my eyes
Snake around my neck
Is gonna hush me up

Look, now I feel the hate
The pain inside of me
What does it mean for you
Just seeing me fuck-screwed
That's all I need to know
That ain't what you knew

A counter of bottles
Disclaim all bottoms,

So when I die you have
To put m'into the hole
You got to dig my grave
I'm pissed off, I'm too old
You're looking so safe
You gonna have a ball

A counter of bottles
Disclaim all bottoms,

Snake around my arm
Is starin'me in my eyes
Snake around my neck
Is gonna hush me up

[SOLO Kemar]

[3rd verse : Tony Spadaro]
My body is laying down on the ground,
Melting with dust,
My soul is gone but my mind is chained to memories,
The hardest part, I realize, you left me on my own...

My end is coming closer, my vision has become blur,
I try to raise my head and watch the sky above,
I'm looking for an higher god to guide my salvation...

Snake around my arm
Is starin'me in my eyes
Snake around my neck
Is gonna hush me up

Hush, hush, hush, is gonna hush me up !
Hush, hush, hush, IS GONNA HUSH ME UP !

#14 OUTRO
("Don't need you anymore" ending, light)
See you my friends,
Farewell to my buddies
Take care of you
I'll never forget you

Good to see you again, man
I've been away for so long
I wonder if you remember me ?
NOW YOU DON'T NEED ME !
Anymore..

#15 UN PAS DE PLUS - BONUS TRACK
L'éternité est là..
Je suis sorti de l'oubli.
C'est un pas de plus en avant
Un souffle d'espérance.
Ma force et mon courage ne tiennent qu'à toi..
Tu es rentrée dans ma vie.
C'est un pas de plus en avant
Vers la dérive, la décadence.

Et je suis là, je te regarde;
Si près de toi, si près de moi.
C'est un pas de plus en avant !
Et je suis là, je te regarde;
Si près de toi, si près de moi.
C'est un pas de plus !

Je suis serein, je crois en toi.
Tu m'as sorti de l'oubli.
C'est un pas de plus vers l'avant
Une source d'espérance.
Cette force fait mon courage, je tiens à toi..
Tu as construit ma vie.
C'est un pas de plus vers l'avant.
Mais sans dérive, sans décadence !

Et je suis là, je te regarde;
Si près de toi, si près de moi.
C'est un pas de plus en avant !
Et je suis là, je te regarde;
Si près de toi, si près de moi.
C'est un pas de plus !

Release date : 12 Oct. 2013 Music : Skyërn Aklea Label : Lalouline Editions Additional guitars : Kemar (Marc Jarousseau) Additional vocals : Tony Spadaro, Hazerka Additional samples : Tony Spadaro Graphics : Skyërn Aklea, Mathieu Spadaro Photography : Damien Lesgourgues

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